a table is a table is a table...right?

2010-05-30T22:13:00.000+03:00

sleep.
sleep naked.
naked.

now feel.

2010-03-22T19:41:00.002+03:00

if i told you what was is what could have been and it fell apart just because i couldnt hold on to it, would that change aything?

2009-03-02T22:44:00.001+03:00

eyes
soul
nothing
fear as i feel
u hurt me as i wont hurt you
..................
my abyss is my friend
we re alone

even when we share the same space
even when im alone as u are

2009-01-09T12:53:00.001+03:00

"love me"

{i already do}

human?ami?

2008-12-28T23:12:00.000+03:00

when you put your hands out
when you pulled me off the chair
and you held me close
you made me feel
.
.
.
.
when we danced
.
.
.
.
.
when u held me close
you made me feel
.
.
.
.

and i let you you in
.
.
.
.

so i could let myself out

2008-10-25T13:00:00.000+03:00

lay there, almost lifeless
touching skin,
breath - so deep
feel it,
the first time it enters
the pain,
almost a rush
every thrust,
a scream
harder faster
a whimper,
begging to stop
almost unreal,
so real,
surreal
it won't stop
it can't stop
flowing strong
undulating
release

sweat blood shit

lay there, lifeless

first time

2008-10-11T11:17:00.004+03:00

go ahead run your hands all over it
you know you want to feel it
nice and hard

just how you want it

lick your lips in anticipation

"this WILL be fun"
but you want to look at it
savour the image
close your eyes and imagine

imagine what its going to feel like
time waits for no one
the first touch sends shivers
as you run your hands all over it
you know it was for you and you only

carrrrrrreessssssssssss

hold it like it was your first love
it has to start to end
and YOU have to end it

the first blast reverbed through the
corridors of an empty mind
you feel it splatter all over you
all warm and sticky
you taste whats on your lips
the second blast spread itself on the
sheets

YOU tasted the bitterness
and closed YOUR eyes
for the last time

slip away

2008-08-29T10:44:00.001+03:00

feel that pulse
one with the draining
take that life so you can have yours
relish
bleed
i want you to bleed
life
your soul
give me
want
need
give me
die
i want to live
fuck me i want this

taste

2008-08-22T10:56:00.001+03:00

yes
put it in your mouth
taste it
you never tasted anything like this before
push it deeper
can you taste what is to cum?
pull
dont be scared
pull hard
and realise

that the time
to stain the wall with all those memories
wasnt enough to see your life

2008-08-16T13:01:00.001+03:00

numb

2008-08-02T17:02:00.002+03:00

you go down like you love me
i feel that warm caress
i feel you touch me
.......
inside

what you do to me
no one else can
you turn me inside out
you "rock my world"

i want to leave you

i want to

i want
i want you

i like what you do
i like what you do to me

numb, i feel numb